ADDITIONAL POEMS · POEM 10 OF 31
English translation draft, awaiting review.
01The memory of the past remained within my heart, and alas,
یاد بگذشته به دل ماند و دریغ
02there is no companion who remembers me.
نیست یاری که مرا یاد کند
03My eyes remained fixed upon the road, and he sent no
دیده ام خیره به ره ماند و نداد
04letter to gladden my heart.
نامه ای تا دل من شاد کند
05I do not know what wrong I committed
خود ندانم چه خطایی کردم
06that he broke the thread of affection with me.
که ز من رشته الفت بگسست
07If I had a place within his heart,
در دلش جایی اگر بود مرا
08why did he close his eyes to seeing me?
پس چرا دیده ز دیدارم بست
09Wherever I look, once more it is he
هر کجا مینگرم باز هم اوست
10who stares into my wet eyes.
که به چشمان ترم خیره شده
11It is the pain of love which, with longing and burning,
درد عشقست که با حسرت و سوز
12has overcome my heart full of sparks.
بر دل پر شررم چیره شده
13I said that, if I removed him from my eyes,
گفتم از دیده چو دورش سازم
14surely he would leave my heart sooner.
بی گمان زودتر از دل برود
15Death must come to my rescue,
مرگ باید که مرا دریابد
16or else it is a pain which goes away with difficulty.
ورنه دردیست که مشکل برود
17Whenever lips glide upon my lips,
تا لبی بر لب من می لغزد
18I sigh, “I wish this were he.
می کشم آه که کاش این او بود
19I wish these lips which kiss me
کاش این لب که مرا می بوسد
20were the burning lips of that ill-tempered one.”
لب سوزنده آن بدخو بود
21When they draw me into an embrace with affection,
می کشندم چو در آغوش به مهر
22I ask myself, “What became of his embrace?
پرسم از خود که چه شد آغوشش
23What became of that burning fire which was
چه شد آن آتش سوزنده که بود
24ablaze within his silent breath?”
شعله ور در نفس خاموشش
25I wrote poetry to lift from my heart
شعر گفتم که ز دل بر دارم
26the heavy burden of the sorrow of his love.
بار سنگین غم عشقش را
27My poetry itself became an image of his face.
شعر خود جلوه ای از رویش شد
28To whom can I tell the cruelty of his love?
با که گویم ستم عشقش را
29Mother, take this comb out of my hair.
مادر این شانه ز مویم بردار
30Wipe the kohl from my eyes.
سرمه را پاک کن از چشمانم
31Take this dress off my body.
بکن این پیرهنم را از تن
32Life is nothing but my prison.
زندگی نیست بجز زندانم
33As long as his two eyes are not astonished by my face,
تا دو چشمش به رخم حیران نیست
34what use is this beauty to me?
به چکار آیدم این زیبایی
35Break this mirror, Mother.
بشکن این آینه را ای مادر
36What do I gain from adorning myself?
حاصلم چیست ز خودآرایی
37Close the door and say that I
در ببندید و بگویید که من
38have broken away from everyone except him.
جز از او همه کس بگسستم
39If anyone says, “Why?” I have no fear.
کس اگر گفت چرا ؟ باکم نیست
40Say openly that I am in love.
فاش گویید که عاشق هستم
41If a messenger arrives from a distant road,
قاصدی آمد اگر از ره دور
42quickly ask from whom the message comes.
زود پرسید که پیغام از کیست
43If it is not from him, say that the woman
گر از او نیست بگویید آن زن
44has not been in this dwelling for a long time.
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